Saturday, December 18, 2004

Feeling Still

I've felt still inside for the past week. I've felt like nothing can move me. I do have occasional moments of emotional movement, but I make it cease - it only causes me strife, anger, sadness... stuff that I only need to feel when it is justifiable. To feel anger over stupid things is... just... well, stupid.

Jerry wants me to go to a wedding tomorrow for Steven's dad, but I really don't think I'll be up=ready for it. It starts at two o'clock and it's 12:17a.m. right now - I really don't think I'll wake up in time. Speaking of which...

The reason I'm not in bed is because Brentnie is spending the night. She likes it over my house because it's loud (?)(wtf??) Yeah. *Ahem*... I don't get the reasoning behind that. I guess I like her house because it's quiet.

I want to dance tonight. I love dancing.

1 Comments:

At December 18, 2004 8:59 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Emotional movement is healthy, but you are right, make sure that when you feel emotion, it is worth the pain or the anguish. Make sure it is worth your time to feel.
Dance, it is the art of your soul. If you feel like dancing, go ahead, either move to the music in your soul, or that outside it. But either way, make sure you do it from the heart.

 

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